PEACE

where is peace where is the peace.!!!!!....
its been a long time i really took rest...
i m not at all good and not doing my best...
confused!!!.. that's what i m....
call me God..wake me up...
i was challenging u ... but now really i have shut up...
i have no answer for this situation...
i m thinking and m deep in thoughts...
show me the way towards happiness...
i know it will never be achieved...but at least i can approach it...
i love my own challenges but not for those i love a lot...
just make a deal with me and give me all their pains at a shot...
i will enjoy it and we will play game again in some other situation...
but now it so unfair that u have broken the rules and gave me such frustration....
i m ready for it ... but change your ways..
k ya i m begging u...please change your style...
i give up..really give up...(for a while)..
i will surely make a come back...
but for now......
i want that peace..please tell where it is...
                                                            Atul Guleria....

DOSTI

dosti hoti hai badi khaas...
na hoti hai koi seema 
na hoti hai koi sharat...
dil se dil ke jude hote hain taar
aur bas pyaar ki chadhi hoti hai parat...
ye hota hai anokha sa ehsaas...
dosti hoti hai badi khaas...

jaati ka bhed bhav na hota ismein
na hi umar ka padta hai asar...
ye to bache aur buzurg mein bhi ho sakti hai
agar wo karte hai ek dusre ki fikar...
ye jaat paat aur bda chota sab baatein hai bakwaas...
in sabse upar dosti hoti hai badi khaas...

ladte hain dost se haq samjhkar apna...
fir agle hi din bhul jaate hain sab kuch jaise ho koi beeti raat ka sapna...
kabhi ruthna to kabhi manana to kabhi mazak udte hain bade...
par agar aa jaaye musibat dost pe koi to saath ho jaate hain sab khade...
ye anmol rishta hota hai sabse hatkar aur bindass...
dosti hoti hai yaaron badi khaas...

kal hum shayad bade ho jaayenge aur kho jaayenge apni zindagi mein...
par fir shayad wo pal yaad aayein jo humne bitaye the un yaaron ki bandagi mein...
sach kehta hun yaaron ankhon mein ansun aur chehre pe muskaan aa jaayegi...
kuch waqt ke liye zindagi un yaadon mein tham jaayegi...
hain dost ya nahi hain saath par rahenge hamesha wo banke dil ki dhadkan aur saans...
dosti hoti hi hai badi khaas...
                                                                  

                                                                     Atul Guleria...

MEANING OF LIFE

want to find the meaning of life...
why happiness comes why sadness is there...
why there are unknown emotions which we cant share...
what is love friendship means what!!!
why for some of the questions answer is "BUT"...
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...

why rose is red why sea is blue...
why sometimes we understand everything..but sometimes we have no clue..
why sometimes it feels good to be alone...
why sometimes we smile even after everything is gone...
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...

why we hurt why we hate...
what is a calender what is a date...
what is weakness what is power...
what is cry and what is laughter...
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...

what is death what is pain ...
what is sunshine what is rain...
what is GOD and what is a man...
will surely find all these if i can!!!
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...
                                       
                                                                               Atul Guleria...

JOURNEY

i saw a magical dream...
i started running behind it....
it went to mountains....to valleys..
to rivers to seas..
it went and went...
it went through joys and sorrows ....
it went through past and tommorrows...
i was still following...
it was going through rain...through sun..
through summer through winter...
sometimes i was happy ..i was sad ....
it made me all that mad ....
i went through the hardest times and through the toughest times...
i fought i cried...
i laughed i enjoyed...
but when i reached the dream...
when i revealed the dream...
i was happy for a second...to achieve it...
but then suddenly my heart died..
coz the journey was over...
all the joys sorrows were over...
no passion was there..adventure was over..
now i miss the journey...:(
                                 Atul Guleria...

sometimes it feels so gud to jus touch the clouds which jus came after rain....
it feels nice to walk on the grass which has drops of water as carpet on it...
it feels to jus take bath in that drizzle of summer...
to jus feel the morning breeze on the face...
to jus touch the soft hands of newly born baby...
to take a cute little puppy in hands....
to fight with the beams of sun ray...
to give ten rupees to an old poor women..
to help a old man to cross the road...
to sit in the church or temple and listen the silence....
its jus wonderful to listen to old 60s music...
to have a cup of tea in the rain..
to jus dream...
to jus imagine..
sometimes it feels so good to live....:)
                                          Atul Guleria....

ANJAANA

anjaani zindagi anjaana main khud se...
dhundh rha tha ek aisa thikana jiska khud koi thikana na tha...
dur jaane ke to the kayi bahane uske paas par paas aane ka koi bahana na tha..
wo koi jadu sa kar gya tha ya main khud se hi darr gya tha...
jo main doobta chala gya uski gehrayi mein....
dardon ko hans ke seh gya..socha ismein us manzer ki galti nahi hogi...
socha ki shayad usne bhi itni hi takleefein sahi hogi...
usne kabhi paas bulaya to kabhi thukraya...
par main smajhta rha majboori uski...
khud se bola jhuth maine aur sehta rha doori uski....
aaj fir us manzar ne yaad kia tha mujhe..
par sirf alvida kehne ke liye..

ab lagta hai aur musaafir mil gya hai usko vhan rehne ke liye..
us thikane ko bhi aayegi ik din is musaafir ki yaad...
jab aur musafiron ka usmein aana jaana hoga..
khan milega aisa musafir usko...
jiske jeene marne ka bas wohi bahana hoga...
anjaani raahein anjaana main khud se...
                                                           Atul Guleria...

BUS

jus want to go in this bus...
always wanna travel....
i know after destiny comes there ll be joy ..but ya a lot of work to do..
ll meet loved ones..but ya it ll give a shadow of past too...
jus love this journey...and guess what i got window seat too...
dont know anyone sitting around me...all are busy in themselves...
now the bus is going through a village full of greenery,..
i can feel the breeze and the fragrance of trees...
suddenly the climate changed and it started raining....
drizzle felt good..but rain spoiled the joy...
i became wet....now feeling so like shit...
it then reaches a desert....and the worst case the engine got overheated....
there is no food and water for miles...
everyone is tensed and praying...dont know what to do...
somehow we manage to repair the bus...
again we started...
this time went through mountains...
all the twists and curves are so dangerous but ya so so beautiful...
always want to stay here itself...want to enjoy this journey...
it feels so good...
again the clouds came..this time road is also nasty...
the shocker even gave up...i m bouncing like crazy ball...
after a lot hustle bustle ..the road became smooth..
the climate became pleasant....
the destination is near now...but i dont want to get down...
i ll miss this bus.... i want to travel... travel till the end....
guess the name of bus???....

                                                    answer should be given by readers....