PEACE

where is peace where is the peace.!!!!!....
its been a long time i really took rest...
i m not at all good and not doing my best...
confused!!!.. that's what i m....
call me God..wake me up...
i was challenging u ... but now really i have shut up...
i have no answer for this situation...
i m thinking and m deep in thoughts...
show me the way towards happiness...
i know it will never be achieved...but at least i can approach it...
i love my own challenges but not for those i love a lot...
just make a deal with me and give me all their pains at a shot...
i will enjoy it and we will play game again in some other situation...
but now it so unfair that u have broken the rules and gave me such frustration....
i m ready for it ... but change your ways..
k ya i m begging u...please change your style...
i give up..really give up...(for a while)..
i will surely make a come back...
but for now......
i want that peace..please tell where it is...
                                                            Atul Guleria....

DOSTI

dosti hoti hai badi khaas...
na hoti hai koi seema 
na hoti hai koi sharat...
dil se dil ke jude hote hain taar
aur bas pyaar ki chadhi hoti hai parat...
ye hota hai anokha sa ehsaas...
dosti hoti hai badi khaas...

jaati ka bhed bhav na hota ismein
na hi umar ka padta hai asar...
ye to bache aur buzurg mein bhi ho sakti hai
agar wo karte hai ek dusre ki fikar...
ye jaat paat aur bda chota sab baatein hai bakwaas...
in sabse upar dosti hoti hai badi khaas...

ladte hain dost se haq samjhkar apna...
fir agle hi din bhul jaate hain sab kuch jaise ho koi beeti raat ka sapna...
kabhi ruthna to kabhi manana to kabhi mazak udte hain bade...
par agar aa jaaye musibat dost pe koi to saath ho jaate hain sab khade...
ye anmol rishta hota hai sabse hatkar aur bindass...
dosti hoti hai yaaron badi khaas...

kal hum shayad bade ho jaayenge aur kho jaayenge apni zindagi mein...
par fir shayad wo pal yaad aayein jo humne bitaye the un yaaron ki bandagi mein...
sach kehta hun yaaron ankhon mein ansun aur chehre pe muskaan aa jaayegi...
kuch waqt ke liye zindagi un yaadon mein tham jaayegi...
hain dost ya nahi hain saath par rahenge hamesha wo banke dil ki dhadkan aur saans...
dosti hoti hi hai badi khaas...
                                                                  

                                                                     Atul Guleria...

MEANING OF LIFE

want to find the meaning of life...
why happiness comes why sadness is there...
why there are unknown emotions which we cant share...
what is love friendship means what!!!
why for some of the questions answer is "BUT"...
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...

why rose is red why sea is blue...
why sometimes we understand everything..but sometimes we have no clue..
why sometimes it feels good to be alone...
why sometimes we smile even after everything is gone...
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...

why we hurt why we hate...
what is a calender what is a date...
what is weakness what is power...
what is cry and what is laughter...
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...

what is death what is pain ...
what is sunshine what is rain...
what is GOD and what is a man...
will surely find all these if i can!!!
it was never as interesting as it is now...
want to reveal this moment but dont know how...
                                       
                                                                               Atul Guleria...

JOURNEY

i saw a magical dream...
i started running behind it....
it went to mountains....to valleys..
to rivers to seas..
it went and went...
it went through joys and sorrows ....
it went through past and tommorrows...
i was still following...
it was going through rain...through sun..
through summer through winter...
sometimes i was happy ..i was sad ....
it made me all that mad ....
i went through the hardest times and through the toughest times...
i fought i cried...
i laughed i enjoyed...
but when i reached the dream...
when i revealed the dream...
i was happy for a second...to achieve it...
but then suddenly my heart died..
coz the journey was over...
all the joys sorrows were over...
no passion was there..adventure was over..
now i miss the journey...:(
                                 Atul Guleria...

sometimes it feels so gud to jus touch the clouds which jus came after rain....
it feels nice to walk on the grass which has drops of water as carpet on it...
it feels to jus take bath in that drizzle of summer...
to jus feel the morning breeze on the face...
to jus touch the soft hands of newly born baby...
to take a cute little puppy in hands....
to fight with the beams of sun ray...
to give ten rupees to an old poor women..
to help a old man to cross the road...
to sit in the church or temple and listen the silence....
its jus wonderful to listen to old 60s music...
to have a cup of tea in the rain..
to jus dream...
to jus imagine..
sometimes it feels so good to live....:)
                                          Atul Guleria....

ANJAANA

anjaani zindagi anjaana main khud se...
dhundh rha tha ek aisa thikana jiska khud koi thikana na tha...
dur jaane ke to the kayi bahane uske paas par paas aane ka koi bahana na tha..
wo koi jadu sa kar gya tha ya main khud se hi darr gya tha...
jo main doobta chala gya uski gehrayi mein....
dardon ko hans ke seh gya..socha ismein us manzer ki galti nahi hogi...
socha ki shayad usne bhi itni hi takleefein sahi hogi...
usne kabhi paas bulaya to kabhi thukraya...
par main smajhta rha majboori uski...
khud se bola jhuth maine aur sehta rha doori uski....
aaj fir us manzar ne yaad kia tha mujhe..
par sirf alvida kehne ke liye..

ab lagta hai aur musaafir mil gya hai usko vhan rehne ke liye..
us thikane ko bhi aayegi ik din is musaafir ki yaad...
jab aur musafiron ka usmein aana jaana hoga..
khan milega aisa musafir usko...
jiske jeene marne ka bas wohi bahana hoga...
anjaani raahein anjaana main khud se...
                                                           Atul Guleria...

BUS

jus want to go in this bus...
always wanna travel....
i know after destiny comes there ll be joy ..but ya a lot of work to do..
ll meet loved ones..but ya it ll give a shadow of past too...
jus love this journey...and guess what i got window seat too...
dont know anyone sitting around me...all are busy in themselves...
now the bus is going through a village full of greenery,..
i can feel the breeze and the fragrance of trees...
suddenly the climate changed and it started raining....
drizzle felt good..but rain spoiled the joy...
i became wet....now feeling so like shit...
it then reaches a desert....and the worst case the engine got overheated....
there is no food and water for miles...
everyone is tensed and praying...dont know what to do...
somehow we manage to repair the bus...
again we started...
this time went through mountains...
all the twists and curves are so dangerous but ya so so beautiful...
always want to stay here itself...want to enjoy this journey...
it feels so good...
again the clouds came..this time road is also nasty...
the shocker even gave up...i m bouncing like crazy ball...
after a lot hustle bustle ..the road became smooth..
the climate became pleasant....
the destination is near now...but i dont want to get down...
i ll miss this bus.... i want to travel... travel till the end....
guess the name of bus???....

                                                    answer should be given by readers....

KUCH THA KEHNA

kuch tha kehna magar dil mein reh gya.....
maine socha ki kabhi fursat mein btayenge...             
sahi waqt aane pe haal-e-dil sunayenge.....
yahi soch kar main chup sa reh gya...
kuch tha kehna magar dil mein reh gya..

tumhari wo baatein mujhe yaad aati hain pal pal...
ab tanhai mein khud se hi baatein karta rehta hun main aajkal...
usi tanhayi mein main tanha sa reh gya...
kuch tha kehna magar dil mein reh gya..

dil ka haal main tumhe kabhi bta na ska...
mohabbat to kya main dosti ka haq bhi jta na ska..
mera yahi dil ka armaan shayad aansuon sa beh gya...
kuch tha kehna magar dil mein reh gya...


khushi tumhari ke liye apne jazbaat chupa liye..
tumne kaha dost bano to hum tumhe dost bana liye...
kehna tha kuch par kuch aur hi keh gya...
kuch tha kehna magar dil mein reh gya...

tumse shayad hamein kuch gham na mile...
milenge tumhe bahut log par shayad hum na mile...
iss waqt ko meetha sa dard samjh kar seh gya..
kaash tumse keh paata jo dil mein reh gya

                                                                                                  Atul Guleria.....

JEE CHAHTA HAI

kabhi kabhi kuch yaad karne ko jee chahta hai....                                  
us waqt ko dohrane ko jee chahta hai....
wo baatein wo raatein aur wo lamhe...
unhe zinda karne ko jee chahta hai...
kabhi kabhi kuch yaad karne ko jee chahta hai...

na jaane kahan kho gye wo ehsaas......
jo the dil ke kareeb wo nahi hain ab paas.....
bas unko fir apna banane ko jee chahta hai....
kabhi kabhi kuch yaad karne ko jee chahta hai....

wo bhi raatein thi jo suron ko samet kar jagmagati thi....
mere lafz kabhi main kabhi wo dohrati thi...
un raaton mein taaron sa timtimane ko jee chahta hai...
kabhi kabhi kuch yaad karne ko jee chahta hai...

pta hai mujhe ki is rah par hamesha gham hi mile.....
khushi bhare wo ache lamhe kam hi mile....
par fir bhi pata nahi kyun usi dard mein ashk bahane ko jee chahta hai....
kabhi kabhi kuch yaaad karne ko jee chahta.....

 wo sirf hamein dost samjhte the aisa wo keh gye....
dosti shabd sunkar shayad pehli baar hum akele se reh gye...
par ab halaat aise hain ki  hamara bhi bas dosti jatane ko jee chahta hai...
kabhi kabhi kuch bhulane ko bhi jee chahata hai....

main na koi kavi hun na main sher likh rha hun.....
ye to bas mere dil ki ek khawaish hai jo byan kar rha hun.....
kabhi kabhi dil ke armaanon ko kagaz pe utarne ko jee chahta hai...
kabhi kabhi kuch yaad karne ko jee chahta hai.....
                                                                                           Atul Guleria...........

SAMAJH NAHI AATA

khushi mnaun ya gham smajh nahi ata ......
jis angan mein khelte khelte badi huyi....                               
aj usi ki chaukhat mein hamesha ke liye jaane ko khadi hui...
kis asmanjas mein hun kyun mera dil hai ghabrata....
khushi mnaun ya gham samajh nahi aata...

pita ne ungli tham kar chalna sikhaya.....
jab girun to kaise hai sambhalna sikhaya....
maa ne saheli bankar sanskaar hain sikhaye...
ache bure mein kya fark hain  batlaye...
us pita ke pyaar aur maa ke anchal ko chodne ko jee nahi chahta...
khushi mnaun ya gham samajh nahi aata...

wo  guda gudi ke khel wo saawan ke jhule....
wo nani ki kahaniyan...dulhan banne ke sapne bhulaye na bhule....
bhai se ladai...wo baat baat pe ruth jana...
kabhi mithai se to kabhi baaton se uska manana...
jis livaaz mein nigah ke sapne liye the ab to wo bhi nahi hai lubhata...
khushi mnaun ya gham samajh nahi aata...

khushi bhi hai ki mere wo sapnon ka rajkumar aaj aayega....
doli mein bithakar mujhe mere sapnon ke mehal mein le jaayega.....
fir bhi na jaane kyun ye bechaini si hai dil mein uth rahi...
khushi mein bhi na jaane kyun ye aankhen nami se hain jhuk rahi...
dorahe pe khadi hu...aage badha nahi jaata....
khushi mnaun ya gham samajh nahi aata...

naye rishte naye naaton se ab judna hai....
ab to purane rishton ki ore kam hi mujhe mudna hai.....
ladki hun ye dharam mujhe nibhana hai....
purane wo kisse aur naate sab mujhe bhulana hai.....
kabhi kabhi ye dard mujhse saha nahi jaata....
khushi mnaun ya gham samajh nahi aata...

ae duniya waalon ye kaisi reet hai chali aa rahi....
jis angna mein maine sapne sanjoye....use hi chod kar aaj main jaa rahi...
meri khushi ke peeche ke dard ko koi nahi samjh paa rha....
har koi badhai dekar apne pyaar ko jta rha....
jis pyaar se mujhe ghar chod ke jaana hai aisa pyaar liya nahi jaata...
khushi mnaun ya gham samajh nahi aata...

naa jaane kyun log ladki ke hone ka dukh manate hain....
us devi ke roop ko na jaane kyun wo satate hain....
do do gharon ko wo apne pyaar se hai mandir bnati...
pehle beti fir bahu hone ka dharam nibhati....
kaash koi kisi ladki ke tyag ko samajh paata...
khushi mnaun ya.......
                                                                                                                                Atul Guleria.....